not that i want to be kapo.. but i just want to say what i've seen this evening. was at fish & co. the music was blasting loud, luckily there were 2 chaps who sang live tonight. his rendition of yellow was marvellous.

anyways, so beside our table.. sat a girl.. mayb abt our age or younger. she came in first. waited and waited. then a guy, probably.. okok. her boy came. what the... not only this.. throughtout their whole meal.. the guy didnt initiate any.. and i meant any conversation at all. man... could probably read the guy's mind: eat and go..

dont know... i just felt so weird. i'l nv want to be stuck in a situation like this. and i will nv want ppl to notice. pui.

-ah. just got to know that ber has a girl le. wa... lucky girl*

i told you i used to like this song: mr lonely
you asked me why. i dont know.
you asked, so now you'r not lonely anymore?
i didnt know how to answer.
sometimes i just wish that i can be incontrol of myself.
yes.