i think i dreamt abt you. no, not you astroboy. how i am still constantly searching for you everywhere i go. it seems to me that you are everywhere but not anywhere. i know you dont have, or never had any memories of me in you before. but i do. hmph.

help me my Father, to forget. to stop searching. to look upon You.

i want to dream of my astroboy. but isnt it true that whn you want smthg badly, the chance of you getting it is super slim? well, i guess so.

mayb i should just shutdown my brain.