operation day 1 (the reflections of past wk)

back to the restaurant after a month of deployment. yes. i do miss the days at sarpino. all tgt we served 37+8+1 pax. some were in for dining etiquette. yes. complaint abt my service sequence. other than that it was rather peaceful...maybe cos she wasnt on the main grounds, so lesser interaction during the course. anyways, as usually, de briefing was long long long.. with eyes rolling and comments on the prestigous deployment plan.

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anyways, the htb openhse was on tt day too. as usually, using food to reward us was the one thing that i love. the cranberries and choco muffins were superb. the creme caramel tasted weird. and chef joyce remember my name wrongly. no i'm not anni not ann. she still remember me cos of the saddening pigs' slaughtering process which ruin my whole xin qing during one of the ops.

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sometimes you just cant get along with some people. not that there's any specific reasons. mr leong's logic: find ppl with the same dna and work with them. its hard to work with ppl with the same dna. how true can that be? hopefully there will be lesser chances of interaction with ppl of different dna as me. or else, i dont know what kind of sparks will be evolved.

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if ah shu is next to me these few days, he would have mentioned smthg. that, there are some evil and injustice thoughts and some i-shouldnt-have-these-kind-of-thoughts thoughts. aie. it spells e-m-o. yar yar yar. this word is one which seldom comes out of thy mouth. but the events that happened recently really brought abt these reactions. i've even planned my speech. but i doubt i'll execute it. aie. sensitivity plays a part and my golden mouth plays part too.

i wish to settle this quick. but i dont want to affect anything that had been lined up. so many events, so little chance.

stella... if you're reading this---------------------> hello!! =)